Sunday, January 23, 2011

Chapter 7 (part 5)> Hurt Souls...

After washing her face, and redo her hair, EunShi enters the classroom. Miss Son is already standing at the front of the class, with the attendance book on her left hand. slowly, she approaches her and apologizes...

EunShi: Um, joesonghamnida, seonsaengnim...
Miis Son: Where have u been, Miss Lee?
EunShi: I, i'm with my brother...
Miss Son: (sighs) Gwenchana, u can go to your place. please make sure this kind of thing won't happen again, arasso?
EunShi: (nods) Ye, seonsaengnim... kamsahamnida... (walks to her seat)

Everyone's eyes are on her. they're still wondering about what had happened earlier. Soojung and Suzy give her a death stare but she ignores them. as she sits, she realizes that Minho is not in the class. she thought that he's already in the class since she went to the toilet first before coming back to class. and, when she turns, Kibum seat is empty too. she wonders why but, she quickly shakes her head and opens her book. as if nothing happens. with everyone still staring at her, she needs to show that she's not troubled or interrupted by the ruckus just now. then...

Miss Son: Miss Lee?
EunShi: (raise her head) Yes, seonsaengnim?
Miss Son: Do u know where Mr. Choi is?
EunShi: Ah, um... he's still in the council's office when i left... but i don't where he is right now...
Miss Son: I see... gwenchana... thanks for telling me that...
EunShi: (nods)
Miss Son: Then, does anyone knows where  Mr. Kim went to?
Class: (silent)
Miss Son: (looks around) No? (sighs) this boy... (closes the book) never mind, let's continue with our lesson. everyone open page . . .

She tries to focus on the lesson. but she can't. she's really bothered, she's really interrupted by what just happened. she tries to act cool, as if nothing had happened to her. even though she's hurt. really hurt. acting tough, is not her thing. she may be able to hide it from people. but, she can't lie to herself. she's hurt. her heart feels like it was stomped and trampled over and over again.

*Class 3-3...

Mrs. Jeong: Here... this is your new class, Miss Kim..
Hyunki: (bows) Ah, kamsahamnida, seonsaengnim...
Mrs. Jeong: Oh, yeah... before i forgot... (takes out a ribbon) here's your ribbon... u can wear it while i greet the students first ok?
Hyunki: (takes) Ah, ye... (wears it)
Mrs. Jeong: Good... (opens the door)
Monitor: Stand. bow.
Mrs. Jeong: (nods) Good morning, students... how are u guys today? (smiles)
Class: Fine, seonsaengnim!
Mrs. Jeong: Good... well, i have good news for u guys...
Class: Huh?
Monitor (Doojoon): What is it, seonsaengnim?
Mrs. Jeong: (smiles) Well, u guys are going to get new friend today.
Class: (cheer)
Mrs. Jeong: (looks at the door) Miss Kim, u can enter now...
Boys: It's a girl!
Girls: Shut up!
Mrs. Jeong: Calm down now...
Hyunki: (opens the door and enters) Annyeong haseyo. (bows) Kim Hyunki imnida. please take care of me this year...
Class: Ne!!
Mrs. Jeong: (writes her name on the board) Miss Kim just transferred from Beijing, so, treat her well ok?
Class: Whoa... Beijing?
Hyunki: Ah, ne...
Mrs. Jeong: Now, now... u can ask her anything that u want, but not now ok? open your books now!
Class: (sighs) Ne...
Mrs. Jeong: Ah, u can sit at the empty sit there... (points)
Hyunki: Ah, ne... (walks)

*Student Council's Office...

>>>>>>>>BELL RINGS<<<<<<<<

Onew looks at his watch. it seems like the 1st period already over...

Onew: Ah, u should go back to your class now. the 1st period already over. i'm sorry i took your time...
Minho: (still blushing) Ah, ani, gwenchana... (stands) then, see u later, hyung...
Onew: (nods) Ye... and Minho...
Minho: Yes?
Onew: (smiles) Please look after her, if u don't feel it's burdening u...
Minho: Ani! it's not burdening at all!!
Onew: Ah, ye... (laughs) you're so fired up...
Minho: Ah... (looks away) i'm not...
Onew: (still laughing) Arasso, arasso... (shakes head) ah, and also... (pats his shoulder) best of luck...
Minho: (nods) Ye, hyung... see u later... (bows and walks towards the door)

Before he pulls the doorknob, he turns back...

Minho: Uh, hyung...
Onew: Hmm? what is it?
Minho: (covers his face) Can, can u, can u keep it a secret?
Onew: Mwo?
Minho: Uh, what, what i just told u...
Onew: (smiles) Of course. no need to worry...
Minho: Thank u... (bows and walks away)

As Minho closes the door, Onew stares at the door and sighs. he's been trying so hard on keeping his smiling face. he's still thinking about the girl, no, not exactly the girl, but her name. Hyunki...

Onew: Lee Hyunki...

Without realizing it, he says the name. and now, tears start to fill his eyes. quickly, he wipes it over and shakes his head, trying to forget the painful feeling thats leaking out from his heart. he puts his hand on his hurting chest. not exactly hurt, but he can feels the pain from his heart. he leans against his table and the memories of her fills the entire room. he can't deny it, absolutely can't. he misses her, so much he feels like dying. he closes his eyes and all he can see is her. she's standing in front of him, smiling. probably the most beautiful smile to him. she reaches out her hand, trying to touch him. he tries to grab it, but, he realizes, he's only grabbing air. he clenches a fist and let it land on the table. the hard table. it hurts his hand, but he doesn't care. it doesn't hurt as much as his heart...

*Rooftop...

Kibum is still crying. he's hitting his chest, as if he's trying to make the pain disappears. but, it still there. the pain is still there. as though thousands of needles pricked his heart. as if it's been pierced with millions of arrows. it hurts, really hurts. tears flow down from his cheek again, hurting his eyes this time. but he didn't bothers to wipe it or stop crying. he pulls his hair, as if he's trying to pulls all out it out from his head. but, nothing happened. nothing changed. nothing. and he knows, all of this happened because of himself. no one else. not her. it was him. the reason he's being so pathetic right now is himself. he's the one who put himself in this messy situation. it was him. knowing that he can't stay like that forever, he puts his hand in his pocket, trying to find his handkerchief. he got it. but when he pulls it out, something drops out from his pocket onto the floor. what is it? he stares at the thing. he's just about to stop crying, but when he sees the thing. he cries again....

*SE High, Class 1-1...

The teacher already babbling about the world and what happened in the past. but, Ahn doesn't seem to care. she can't even hears what the teacher are babbling about. she's still thinking about Onew. the truth is, she didn't really mind if he didn't reply, but, he never, EVER, avoid her call. he'll pick it up, no matter what. he'll never, EVER, let the call, especially from her, get into the voice mail. NEVER. but today, he didn't text her as he usually did. he didn't replies to her. and he didn't pick up her calls! she's been calling her like tons of times, causing her to be late to enter the classroom. (because she went to the toilet to call him) and it hurts her. really hurt.

The truth is, she's been keeping something. from Onew, and even EunShi. she never tells a soul about this. Onew hurt her. not hurting her physically, but mentally. she knows that she's not the first for him. he had a girlfriend before. and from what he told her, and what EunShi told her too, she's dead. in an accident. but, he hasn't seems to forget about her yet. they may be look all lovey-dovey, but actually, they're not that lovey-dovey. he may have told her, many times, that he loves her, adores her. but, she never really feels that he meant it. she knows that he loves her, but not entirely. as if half of his heart is for someone else. and she knows who's that. it was her. his ex-girlfriend. but she never bothers to ask, even though she's dying to know. and the fact that it's killing her, really made her sad. he wants him, to at least tell her that he still can't forget about that girl. she doesn't mind, seriously. she just want him to be honest to her, and to himself as well. but he keeps lying and denying it. not to her, but to himself! he's been lying to himself. he's been lying about his own feeling! and, it kills her, seeing him like that. it really do...

There. 4 hurt souls, dying inside. 4 dying souls, trying to hide the pain from each other. One, who's hurting the most, Kibum. followed by the one who's been hiding her pain, EunShi. then, her brother, who can't stop thinking about someone. it's Onew. and lastly, Ahn. why? because of the memories. memories that were buried inside Onew's head. he can't seem to forget them. he remembers everything. everything. and those memories, even though she doesn't know what it is, its hurting her. in fact, it's killing her... she's crying inside. and so does her best friend. he's crying, blaming himself. and so do him, trying to forget things, but it keeps coming back to him. All four of them is hurting, and dying inside. and the wounds in their hearts are killing them, bit by bit. can they be healed? can all the hurt souls be healed? Find out in the next chapter...

10 comments:

kak peah XD said...

Gain baik lah , haha~
huiyoo , Suzy bagi death stare . kak saodah sikit pon xtakot , hebat ! haha~
Doojoon jadi monitor ??? OMAIGOD !! comel nyerr ! hihik~ Doojoonie <33
haha~
ehh , lain mcm je aq tgk Minho ngan Onew tu . mcm ade skandal je . Onho ! habis laa , hahaha~
OMG ! why am i crying ?/ huhu~
t'gamak Onew menduakan aq . Taca unnie ! whyyyyy ?? whyyy ? huhuk~
babe , ade typo sket ''then, he brother, who can't stop thinking about someone.'' he brother ? LOL ! tp yg paling sedih mst Ahn . huhuk~

MinEun said...

ha3 . . LOL !
weyh ! ! ape saodah2 neyh ? ? aq sebat ko kang ! ! !
suko bona kat doojun eh tu ~
OnHo ! OnHo ! well , aq ship dyorg . . :DD
nanges2 . . ur boyfie is playing 3 woods with u ! :PP
okeh ! thanks bro , (btol un)

kak peah XD said...

HAHAHA~ aq Pe'ah kaw Saodah ler . problem ? jumpe pengetua ehh . hahaha~
skurang2 nye Doojoon xcurang =.=''
*sobs*
weyhh ! gile ke ? kaw ship abang kaw dgn bf kaw ? pelik2! haha~
abang ayam jaat , nanak tawan . LMFAO!
welcome dude XD

Lyeanna Wana said...

adoiyai..hari sedih sedunie !!
nak nangis jugok le~~kak peah !! mara Onew tuh..sebat dye kuat2..men 3 woods pulak..amik 3 woods tuh sebat dye..huhu~~

MinEun said...

ehhh . . tuh bukan nme dlm IC aq taw ! !
terang2 dye tules Lee EunShi-ssi ! ! braney ko dedah un nme kampung aq eh ? ? pukul gne rambut bru taw ! ! rawrrr !
ha3 . . problem ? ? aq taw la ko ship OnTae ! ! lgy ta bleyh bla ! ! ship bf sendry dgn adek sendry ! ! :PP
LOL ! !
wana : jom nanges rmai2 . . bia banjir blog neyh ! ! ku3 . . >.<

kak peah XD said...

HAHAHA~ xcakap pon tu nama IC kaw , kantoi laa Saodah tu nama sbenar kaw . hahaha~
pukul gune penumbuk kang baru taw . hahaha~
ehh ? a'ah laa . Ontae lagi terlarang . ape nak jadi ngn aq nie . kayu apiiiii ! haha~
yeahhh wana ! come join unnie ! kite pukul Onew meh ! haha~
slain drpd nanges , ape yg kite bole buat kasik banjir ? LOL !

MinEun said...

hak3 . . ngeng ! ! :PP
eleh , na tumbuk konon . . genggam penumbuk pun ta btol . . :PP
ha , taw pon . . ta seda2 plak tuh . . ish3 . . ko mmg kayu api ! !
uh , biel . . tolong jgn kotor un comment page neyh ye . . aq taw ape yg ko pk . .

Anonymous said...

kak biel> boley2..jom sebat beramai2..jab, sape nak sponsor kayu penyebat neh??
Kak syud> eonnie...=.=..wana dh terpike mnde len la..=.=

Anonymous said...

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b0o said...

T__________________T ,waa adekku dlm kesedehan ..

peanut : sabaaa je lah .unnie da ckp penangan unnie mmg hot abes ..sbut name je ..waa gituh ..hehe..haa jgn nk ngade2 lalu depan kelas unnie ..nk telek doojun hehe

doojun ?monitor? cmne nk focus ney ..
daebak la syushi(saodah)hehehe ! hehe..