Thursday, June 30, 2011

B to the U to the S to the Y .

hello , hello ! /le sigh
annyeong yeoreobun !
[duhh , like there's so many people over here . . :P]
first of all ,
I'M SORRY !
[naega jal jal motaesseo ~]
i didn't have the time to update this crappy blog of mine . .
reason ?
my title gave it away . .
I'M BUSY ! !
arrachi ?
B-U-S-Y !
yeah . . :(
this month [n next month , n the next month n forever ! ! ] currently are my 'busy period' . .
my SPM trial is just around the corner , n i don't think i'm ready yet !
damn it !
why must it come so fast ? ? ?
waeeeeeeee ? ? [i da naaaa~]
heuk3 . .
plus , i got extra classes after school , every single day . .
n i won't be home until it's 5 pm . .
so , that cut my time on the internet short right ?
guess i won't be able to do what i used to right now . . 
coz i need to focus on study right now . .
[even though somebody is kind enough to tell me that i'm lazy . . :P]
yeah , i probably don't study much , 
but hell , what's it got to do with ya ? 
lmao . . wae am i mad ? >.<
duhh . . let it be . .

actually , apart from telling that i'm gonna be on hiatus pretty soon , i have another thing to blab about . .
it's not that important , n no one cares after all . .
but , i just wanna say it ~
[it's my blog after all . . what do u care ?]

i'm pretty sad actually . .
not  really 'sad' , just , kinda ,
disappointed .
yup , DISAPPOINTED . .
about what ? 
well , it's not like i really care , but that person is the one who mouthed this out first . .
that person used to say that , no matter what happen , we're still friends , like , 'close friend' . .
or should i say it out loud ?
yeah , ok , [since she doesn't care after all]
we're still like , siblings . . :P
[call me outdated , but i actually like it]
yup , she's the one who said that , in the first place . .
now , i'm not some kind of butthurt , i just feel like i'm being cheated . . or maybe , i just set my hopes too high . .
i just feel like , she doesn't really meant what she said , n i'm quite sure about it . .
again , i'm not looking for attention , but is it that hard to even ask about how i've been doing ?
just a simple 'hi' or 'how are u' will do it . .
i'm not asking for anything , but since it's her who said that i'm still her sister , wouldn't it be her to be asking me about , anything ?
once again , i don't really care , but would u please meant what u say ?
u're making me feel like a crap . . 
n seriously , i hate that . .
well , in the end , who would've remember someone like me eh ?
i guess i'm like the air , transparent .
that's why , no one sees me . . 
[accept for that bish Ahn . . n my dear dongsaeng , Wana]
n maybe some other people  . .
but i don't think she's one of them . .
the proof is right in front of me . .
i don't think she even remember me . .

oh , just , um , yeah , whatever . .
i don't care . .
i hope u're happy with ur life . .
i wish u all the best , even though u probably don't need it from me . .
for the last time , [cause i won't bring this up anymore , n i won't consider anything between us anymore]
goodbye , dongsaeng . hope u don't take me as ur 'sister' anymore , cause u've really hurt me . 
thank you .

-fin .

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Kiss Ass !

lmaoo ~
i just think i need to say this since , well yeah , i'm a poop , so i have tons of time to waste ! :)
know what i hate the most in this world ?
KISS ASS !
duh , i just hate those who tag along with others n compliment them just so that the other party will like them . .
so freaking stupid !
what the hell girl ?
can't u just be straight ?
one time u said the other , next u said something else !
duhh . . how lame . . 
yeah , i'm not good myself but , i don't compliment others just so they like me . 
that's not my style . . if u hate me , go ahead , i don't care !
i don't give a single damn about those stuff !
so just shut the f*** up n get real , dummy !

i can't wait to come to school tomorrow . . 
i want to see how people treat a 'poop' like me . .
[coz idk that i'm a poop before , so yeah , how's that feel eh ?]
there's so much things that i don't know about myself . . 
geez , guys . . 
say hello to this new 'lazy , rude , show off poop' !
u can't find any other one like me . . 
so treasure this 'poop' of urs ! :D

SATISFIED ?

p/s: please learn n differentiate the use of 'your' and 'you're/you are' . it's simple . :P

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

OH REALLY ?

CAUTION: THIS POST SHOWS A CAPSLOCK ABUSE . MAY BE DANGEROUS TO THOSE WHO'RE NOT USE TO THESE KIND OF RANT .

heyya beautiful !
how are ya ? ? [wae am i talking like this?]
duhh . . let it be . .
act , i'm not in a good mood . . :))
yes , that's right ! i'm mad but i have a smiling face !
what's wrong with me eh ?
well since no one cares after all , i might as well just blurt it all out .

ok , so , here's the thing . .
i'm failing . 
yes , i'm FAILING . . 
what ? my exams of course !
not exactly fail the whole subjects . . 
but currently , i failed in my addmath !
damn it ! 
still , i admit that it's my own fault . .
i got too carried away with a lot of things . . 
n now , it paid me !
nice , i FAILED
great , just great . .
guess i should be on hiatus right ?
like a LONG hiatus . . 
yup . . i should do that . . 
but before i do that , i have something to say . 
well actually , a LOT . 
so , to whoever's willing to read this long , long rant , bear with me ok ?
[if u don't want to , go away . . :)]

test , test . . [clears throat]

JUST SHUT THE F*** UP WILL YA ?
[i don't care , i want to curse!]
OH , EXCUSE ME , MISSY ?
ARE U BUTTHURT ? OH , U ARE ?
GOOD , COZ THIS RANT IS DIRECTED TO U !
MISSY , FIRSTLY , CAN U USE OTHER WORDS INSTEAD OF USING MINE IF U WANT TO COMPLAINT ABOUT ME ?
IT'S NOT LIKE I REALLY CARE , BUT , DON'T U HAVE ANY OTHER WORDS IN UR DICTIONARY ? ?
OH , SORRY , I FORGOT THAT U DON'T HAVE THAT MUCH OF WORDS TO USE EH ? 
THEN , GOOGLE IT ! THAT'S WHAT IT MADE UP FOR !
THE NEXT THING IS , I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT U , SO BACK OFF WILL YA ?
IF U'RE THAT BRAVE , WHY DON'T U JUST SHOUT IT OUT AT MY FACE ?
WHY DO THINGS COWARDLY ?
AH , U'RE SCARED OF ME , DON'T U ?
SORRY , MY BAD . I FORGOT THAT U HAVE A FEAR IN FACING ME . IF NOT , U WON'T BE DOING SUCH THINGS . 
AH , I KNOW U READ MY BLOG , COZ I READ URS TOO !
N KNOW WHAT ? 
U'RE SUCH A B**** !
HEARD THAT ?
STOP BEING SUCH A SL*T GIRL , I KNOW WHO U ARE !
PLEASE , HARDWORKING ? 
PLEASE , I'M RUDE ?
PLEASE , I HAVE A FOUL LANGUAGE ?
WHY DON'T U LOOK AT URSELF BEFORE POINTING THAT OUT TO ME !
HEY B**** , STOP PRETENDING WILL YA ?
I'M NOT BLIND OR DEAF TO NOT SEEING UR CRAP OK ?
GEEZ , JUST MOUTH IT OUT TO ME !
 I DON'T CARE ! INSTEAD , I PREFER IT THAT WAY , COZ I CAN SAY TONS OF THINGS ABOUT U TOO !
LMAO , BACKING UP EH ?
WELL , HELL TO U !
DO I CARE ?
ARE U THAT SHITTY FOR ME TO BE SCARED OF U ?
DUHH , GET UR FACTS STRAIGHT GIRL !
I'M NOT THAT STUPID OK ?
OH , SORRY AGAIN .
U THINK I'M STUPID RIGHT ?
WELL , HAVE IT THEN , I'M SO FREAKING STUPID N U CAN'T STAND MY STUPIDITY THAT'S WHY U PUT UP THOSE THINGS !
HELL , WANT A PIECE OF MY MIND ?
HERE , HAVE IT ALL U WANT .
I THINK U'RE FREAKINGLY ANNOYING , JUST LIKE UR DEAR DEAR FRIEND THAT IS SO HARDWORKING N SMART . .
DO I CARE IF SHE WANTS TO KNOW ABOUT KPOP ?
WELL I DON'T ! 
WHAT I CARE IS FOR HER RUDE WORDS !
YEAH , U'RE USE TO THAT KIND OF WORDS , N THAT KIND OF TALKING SINCE U TALK LIKE THAT TOO !
BUT I DON'T !
N WHAT PISSED ME THE MOST IS , HOW CAN SHE QUESTIONED ONE'S LOYALTY TO A CERTAIN GROUP ?
IF U DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON , CAN U JUST SHUT THE HELL UP ?
NOBODY ASK FOR UR OPINION AFTER ALL !
GIRL , I'VE BEEN KEEPING THIS FOR AWHILE NOW , SINCE I THOUGHT U'RE GETTING BETTER , N I THOUGHT U'VE CHANGED . 
DUH , I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER THAT U WILL NEVER WILL !
MY MISTAKE I GUESS . . 
BUT STILL , SERIOUSLY GIRL ?
SERIOUSLY ?
I'M AN IDIOT EH ?
WANT TO WHAT'S OR WHO'S THE IDIOT HERE ?
IT'S U N UR FREAKING FRIEND , N UR STUPID GRAMMAR N UR STUPID FREAKING HEADPHONE !
GO TO HELL N ROT IN THERE !
YEAH , PEOPLE LIKE U EH ? U GUYS ARE HARDWORKING EH ? U GUYS ARE SMART EH ?
THEN FINE ! I DON'T GIVE A SINGLE F*** ABOUT THOSE !
WHAT I CARE IS , IF U WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING , GOOGLE IT ! [OR ARE U STILL USING INTERNET EXPLORER ?]
WHAT DO I CARE ? ?
GO THERE N TYPE WHATEVER U WANT TO KNOW ABOUT THEM !
STOP ASKING WITH THAT TONE , WITH THAT WORDS N WITH THAT FACE !
I DON'T MIND IF U ASK NICELY , MISSY !
STOP TALKING LIKE U KNOW EVERYTHING WHEN U ACTUALLY DON'T !
I'M NOT A FREAKING INTERNET TO KNOW EVERYTHING !
N I'M NOT THE KIND OF PERSON WHO LIKE TO SHARE EVERYTHING WITH OTHERS !
F*** OFF WILL YA ?
AT LEAST KNOW WHAT HAPPEN BEFORE U POINT THAT SHORT FINGER OF URS TO ME !
I CAN GIVE U MY MIDDLE FINGER IF U WANT , DUMMY !

HELL , I'M NOT SATISFIED YET . 
WE'RE POOP EH ?
LOL !
WHAT A NICE THING FOR U TO SAY !
MISSY , HAVE I EVER SAID ANYTHING LIKE THAT ABOUT U ? 
HAVE I EVER COMPLAINT WHEN U RANT OVER THE SAME THINGS TO ME ABOUT UR 'FAVOURITE IDOL' TO ME ?
NEVER RIGHT ? 
SO HERE'S AN ADVICE FOR U . .
I DON'T MIND HAVING U TALK OVER N OVER AGAIN ABOUT THE SAME THING REPEATEDLY , SO WILL U JUST DO THE SAME TO ME ?
I DON'T GO RAILING OVER ABOUT MY IDOL IN FRONT OF U RIGHT ?
IF U HEARD ANY OF IT , DON'T GIVE A DAMN N SHUT UP !
I NEVER COMPLAINT ABOUT U EITHER , DARNED IT !
N I DON'T GO SHOWING OFF ANYTHING AT UR FACE TOO !
HAVE I EVER GO RIGHT IN FRONT OF U N SHOW ANYTHING 'SHINY' TO U ?
AS FAR THAT I REMEMBER , I DON'T !
IT'S U THE ONE WHO ALWAYS WANT TO SHOW SOMETHING !
DUHH , DO U EVEN KNOW WHAT A MIRROR IS ?
IF NOT , DO U WANT ME TO SHOW IT TO U ?
WELL , NO . I DON'T WANT TO WASTE MY FREAKING TIME RANTING IN FRONT OF U !
I'M A 'POOP' AFTER ALL !
HAVE IT UR WAY N CALL ME A 'POOP' RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE !
AH , IF U DO , PLEASE STAND ON A CHAIR OR SOMETHING COZ I CAN'T REALLY SEE UR FACE . . 
WE HAVE DIFFERENT AIR LEVEL AFTER ALL . . :D

phew . . guess that's for today . . 
i do wish to say more , but , i have lot of time to WASTE later . . 
i'm a poop , i don't study , n i'm lazy !
happy ?
good ! coz i like making people happy . . 
BEFORE I F*** UP THEIR LIFE !
it's ur call dear , don't blame me later eh ? :))

p/s: yes, i curse a lot , if u don't like it , have it ur way ! bash me , curse me back , whatever ! I LOVE SENSITIVE PEOPLE AFTER ALL !  :))