B to the U to the S to the Y .

hello , hello ! /le sigh

annyeong yeoreobun !

[duhh , like there's so many people over here . . :P]

first of all ,

I'M SORRY !

[naega jal jal motaesseo ~]

i didn't have the time to update this crappy blog of mine . .

reason ?

my title gave it away . .

I'M BUSY ! !

arrachi ?

B-U-S-Y !

yeah . . :(

this month [n next month , n the next month n forever ! ! ] currently are my 'busy period' . .

my SPM trial is just around the corner , n i don't think i'm ready yet !

damn it !

why must it come so fast ? ? ?

waeeeeeeee ? ? [i da naaaa~]

heuk3 . .

plus , i got extra classes after school , every single day . .

n i won't be home until it's 5 pm . .

so , that cut my time on the internet short right ?

guess i won't be able to do what i used to right now . . 

coz i need to focus on study right now . .

[even though somebody is kind enough to tell me that i'm lazy . . :P]

yeah , i probably don't study much , 

but hell , what's it got to do with ya ? 

lmao . . wae am i mad ? >.<

duhh . . let it be . .

actually , apart from telling that i'm gonna be on hiatus pretty soon , i have another thing to blab about . .

it's not that important , n no one cares after all . .

but , i just wanna say it ~

[it's my blog after all . . what do u care ?]

i'm pretty sad actually . .

not  really 'sad' , just , kinda ,

disappointed .

yup , DISAPPOINTED . .

about what ? 

well , it's not like i really care , but that person is the one who mouthed this out first . .

that person used to say that , no matter what happen , we're still friends , like , 'close friend' . .

or should i say it out loud ?

yeah , ok , [since she doesn't care after all]

we're still like , siblings . . :P

[call me outdated , but i actually like it]

yup , she's the one who said that , in the first place . .

now , i'm not some kind of butthurt , i just feel like i'm being cheated . . or maybe , i just set my hopes too high . .

i just feel like , she doesn't really meant what she said , n i'm quite sure about it . .

again , i'm not looking for attention , but is it that hard to even ask about how i've been doing ?

just a simple 'hi' or 'how are u' will do it . .

i'm not asking for anything , but since it's her who said that i'm still her sister , wouldn't it be her to be asking me about , anything ?

once again , i don't really care , but would u please meant what u say ?

u're making me feel like a crap . . 

n seriously , i hate that . .

well , in the end , who would've remember someone like me eh ?

i guess i'm like the air , transparent .

that's why , no one sees me . . 

[accept for that bish Ahn . . n my dear dongsaeng , Wana]

n maybe some other people  . .

but i don't think she's one of them . .

the proof is right in front of me . .

i don't think she even remember me . .

oh , just , um , yeah , whatever . .

i don't care . .

i hope u're happy with ur life . .

i wish u all the best , even though u probably don't need it from me . .

for the last time , [cause i won't bring this up anymore , n i won't consider anything between us anymore]

goodbye , dongsaeng . hope u don't take me as ur 'sister' anymore , cause u've really hurt me . 

thank you .

-fin .