Chapter 8 (part 4)> Just What Am I Doing??

That evening, Kibum can't concentrate during his practice. the thoughts of EunShi doesn't seem to leave his mind. he can't forget the way she looks in her arching uniform. but he can't accept the fact that she's in the same club as Minho! he is now really sure about Minho's feeling towards EunShi since he can see right through the way he looks at her. 'damn it!' he thought. both Taecyeon and Jinwoon noticed that but none of them dare to ask...

*Kendo Club...

Onew just stare blankly as the members of Kendo Club practice with one another. he can't concentrate, too. his mind is full with the thought of a girl, who doesn't seems to leave his mind and heart. yes, he has Ahn now, but, no one can easily forget their first love right? he totally forgot about his phone and even when he was changing before, he didn't even bother to check it. he just can't get his mind straight. he only realized that it was time to go home when Kiseop reminded him it's time to go. lazily, he walks out of the club house and let his feet wanders around the town...

*Choi's House...

Ahn slams her bag on the floor as soon as she close her door. she's pissed and hurt. she's been calling and mailing Onew like millions of time and she didn't even get one call back! she feels like crying but she held her tears in. there's no point calling EunShi since she has started her club activities so now she's alone. alone and hurt. she closes her eyes, trying not to think about Onew. she knows, if she started to think about him, she'll just ended up with swollen eyes and sleepless night. so, it's better for her to let it pass and concentrate on something else. and, the best way that she came up with is, bullying her little brother, Taemin...

Ahn: (leans against the fridge) Yah, Taemin!
Taemin: (watching TV) Mwo..
Ahn: Bring me the ice cream!
Taemin: (turns) Mworago?
Ahn: I said, bring me the ice cream!
Taemin: U're standing in front of the fridge! take it yourself!
Ahn: Mwo??
Taemin: (mehrong)
Ahn: So, u're saying that u don't want to take it?
Taemin: (shakes head and continue watching the TV)
Ahn: I see... (approaches) then, i'll take this! (takes his chips)
Taemin: Huh?? Noona! give it back! it's mine!!
Ahn: (mehrong) Sirheo~
Taemin: Noona!! (chases)
Ahn: Come and get me~ (runs)

And they chases after one another for the whole evening until Minho comes home with a cheerful face. he's not smiling or anything, but they can see he's in a good mood...

Ahn: (pant) Oh, u look happy... what happen?
Taemin: Yeah, hyung... (pant and tries to grab his chips)
Ahn: (pulls the chips away) U can't have it, kiddo!
Taemin: Uh! (pant) Noona!!
Minho: (shakes head) Just give it to him, Ahnsoo...
Ahn: Eh?? (mehrong) What happen huh?? why're u so happy??
Minho: Huh? ani... i, i'm, uh, i'll just be in my room. (walks away)

Ahn and Taemin look at each other with a puzzled face. they both wonder what just happened at school to him that made him so happy and bubbly all of the sudden...

*Upstairs, Minho's room...

Minho puts his bag and bow away and walks to his balcony. few birds are flying across the sky, heading home probably. and the sun is setting but his mood is just as the rising sun. he's over the moon. he starts to recall the things that happened in the Kyudo Club earlier on and finds himself smiling like an idiot. but, he can't help it. the fact that EunShi is in the same club as him really made him happy. and, his expression starts to change when he recalls the way she looks when she stepped out of the locker room and when she arched before. he starts to blush and his heart starts beating like crazy. suddenly, the thought of what he said to Onew in the council's room surrounds him...

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>FLASHBACK<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

Onew: Can we start now?
Minho: Huh? yes, certainly, hyung...
Onew: (takes a deep breath) Do u... (clears throat and put on a serious face) do u possibly like my sister?
Minho: (pales) Huh?
Onew: (serious) U heard me right? so, do u?
Minho: (staring at his shaking hands) I... i...
Onew: (picks up his mug but still staring at him)
Minho: (trembles) I... i do... (blushes)
Onew: Huh?
Minho: (closes eyes) I like her! i really do! (blushes harder)
Onew: (smiles and put his mug down) U do?
Minho: (nods) Y, ye...

Onew stands and walks towards him before patting his shoulder a few times...

Onew: Gomawo, Minho...
Minho: Huh?
Onew: (smiles) Just, gomawo...
Minho: Uh... ne...
Onew: (pats his shoulder again) I hope u can look after her...
Minho: Ye... yes hyung...
Onew: Kamsahamnida... (smiles meaningfully)
Minho: (nods and blush harder)

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>END OF FLASHBACK<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

*Lee's House...

EunShi drags her feet to kitchen and put the groceries in the fridge. It's her turn to make the dinner today. after taking a good shower and ties her hair, she heads downstairs and start preparing the dinner. Onew is not home yet since he needs to tour around the school before heading home. as the council's president, he needs to make sure that the school is in its' best condition before he leaves it. and as for EunShi, she knows how hard he is working for the school. as she stir the soup, she starts to think about Kibum's weird act earlier today. he shouts at her the first thing in the morning the he suddenly become so gentle and kind to her after recess. she wonders why...

EunShi: Is he sorry? nahhh! (shakes head) he's not that easy. he never feels sorry for anybody. he never did! but... (looks outside) why did he act like that? what's his intention?? is he...

Then, she recalls their break-up two years ago. how they treat each other after that, and how Kibum forget about their promise. everything starts to make sense to her now. and when she finally get to a conclusion, she burst into tears and get on her knee and screams...

"Just what am i doing?????"