Monday, April 23, 2012

Life's Hard

heh .
it's been like , what , forever since i step on u dear bloggie .
n i'm sorry for that [bows 90 degree] .
it's just that , yeah , the title says it all , 
life's hard . oh yea it does .
anywhoo , 
i'm just going to announce that u'll be taken down in a week's time .
u heard that dear bloggy ?
yes , sire , i'm taking u down kind sir .
it's just that , i have too many things on my hands right now , 
n yep , i don't wanna waste u like this .
sobs .
i'm gonna miss u babe .
[yea i'm talking to my blog , so what ?]
so pretty baby , 
i'm sorry , u shall be remembered for the rest of my youth !
[quoting Gai-sensei hell yea !]

n dear , i totally ship sasusaku ok ?
judge me , bitch me , fry me , whatever .
I SHALL GO DOWN WITH THIS SHIP !
thankyouverymuch
yeah that's probably the reason i'm taking u down , 
i can't continue these fics i kept adding since all the pairings are going down to the pit of hell and replaced with , oh yes u got that right , 
Naruto's characters , n yes sire , 
I'M TALKING ABOUT SASUSAKU , NARUHINA , NEJITEN , n god-i-can't-make-up-my-mind on SHIKAINO / SHIKATEMA ! [both are awesome !]
so . .  yea ,
i hope u understand ? 
sobs , i'll miss ya , really .
ok , 
maybe i'll just keep u to myself . 
yea right .
whatever .
i'm out . 
miss me , mon ami . 

Friday, November 4, 2011

Let's Play Dead .

yeah !
let's play dead !
why ?
i don't want to sit for SPM !
gosh !
1 week away ! !
what should i do ? 
damnit ! >.<
somebody swap place with me ? ?
no ? fine ! !
arghhh ! ! ! 
[stress mode]

p/s: i don't want to sit for another Chemistry Olympiad ); why me ? ?

Sunday, September 18, 2011

C . O . N . F . U . S . E . D

ok , 
i'm confused right now . . 
really , really , confused . . 
duh , what should i do ? ?
damnit . 

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Stop Overacting .

stop overacting / overreacting .
there's tons of people around me , so there's a lot of things i don't like . 
n i hate people who overreact to nothing .
grow up will ya !

p/s: if i have nothing against u , don't start with me . u'll regret it once i start hating u . 

Thursday, June 30, 2011

B to the U to the S to the Y .

hello , hello ! /le sigh
annyeong yeoreobun !
[duhh , like there's so many people over here . . :P]
first of all ,
I'M SORRY !
[naega jal jal motaesseo ~]
i didn't have the time to update this crappy blog of mine . .
reason ?
my title gave it away . .
I'M BUSY ! !
arrachi ?
B-U-S-Y !
yeah . . :(
this month [n next month , n the next month n forever ! ! ] currently are my 'busy period' . .
my SPM trial is just around the corner , n i don't think i'm ready yet !
damn it !
why must it come so fast ? ? ?
waeeeeeeee ? ? [i da naaaa~]
heuk3 . .
plus , i got extra classes after school , every single day . .
n i won't be home until it's 5 pm . .
so , that cut my time on the internet short right ?
guess i won't be able to do what i used to right now . . 
coz i need to focus on study right now . .
[even though somebody is kind enough to tell me that i'm lazy . . :P]
yeah , i probably don't study much , 
but hell , what's it got to do with ya ? 
lmao . . wae am i mad ? >.<
duhh . . let it be . .

actually , apart from telling that i'm gonna be on hiatus pretty soon , i have another thing to blab about . .
it's not that important , n no one cares after all . .
but , i just wanna say it ~
[it's my blog after all . . what do u care ?]

i'm pretty sad actually . .
not  really 'sad' , just , kinda ,
disappointed .
yup , DISAPPOINTED . .
about what ? 
well , it's not like i really care , but that person is the one who mouthed this out first . .
that person used to say that , no matter what happen , we're still friends , like , 'close friend' . .
or should i say it out loud ?
yeah , ok , [since she doesn't care after all]
we're still like , siblings . . :P
[call me outdated , but i actually like it]
yup , she's the one who said that , in the first place . .
now , i'm not some kind of butthurt , i just feel like i'm being cheated . . or maybe , i just set my hopes too high . .
i just feel like , she doesn't really meant what she said , n i'm quite sure about it . .
again , i'm not looking for attention , but is it that hard to even ask about how i've been doing ?
just a simple 'hi' or 'how are u' will do it . .
i'm not asking for anything , but since it's her who said that i'm still her sister , wouldn't it be her to be asking me about , anything ?
once again , i don't really care , but would u please meant what u say ?
u're making me feel like a crap . . 
n seriously , i hate that . .
well , in the end , who would've remember someone like me eh ?
i guess i'm like the air , transparent .
that's why , no one sees me . . 
[accept for that bish Ahn . . n my dear dongsaeng , Wana]
n maybe some other people  . .
but i don't think she's one of them . .
the proof is right in front of me . .
i don't think she even remember me . .

oh , just , um , yeah , whatever . .
i don't care . .
i hope u're happy with ur life . .
i wish u all the best , even though u probably don't need it from me . .
for the last time , [cause i won't bring this up anymore , n i won't consider anything between us anymore]
goodbye , dongsaeng . hope u don't take me as ur 'sister' anymore , cause u've really hurt me . 
thank you .

-fin .